It's not as bad as it might seem

okay, probably, due to my other posts you'll have a HORRIBLE idea of my life. Yeah, i think so sometimes but, it's not that bad: i got an awesome best friend, the best mom i could have ever asked for, i'm about to have a lil bro/sister, music, i got friends that make me laugh so HARD, great grades, music, awesome guy friends, endless weekends, music...
okay, maybe i've had my heart broken a thousand times, but they say that if you're single it's just because God is saving you for someone special.
okay, maybe i get depressed way too often, but i got my best friend (maria) and my mom to wip my tears off.
BUT on top of all i LOVE to be ALIVE. It's just that i'm a very deep person and so are my feelings.