Worthy of an Oscar.

It's amazing the way I can hide it all at my wish. If I don't want no one to notice I'm broken, no one does. This makes me wonder, how many teens are there at my high school doing the exact same thing as me? And in the whole country? The world? Pretending to be okay while everything falls by the wayside, and feeling impotent as you see you can do nothing but watch. Trying harder and harder every time to always fail. To always see how the ceiling you carefully built up to protect yourself from all that hurts you, succumbs at the acid rain. How it all collapses, and you're back to the start, back to zero, back to nothing. The world is full of actors and actresses a thousand times better than Johnny Depp or Kate Winslet themselves, but their life is their movie. They play the part of a happy version of themselves. This makes me wonder, how much will our movies last? And between wonder and wonder, the day is gone. This makes me wonder...