Why is it so hard?

All that you are

You are my inspiration

The cause of my scars

My wasted shooting stars

My tears, my pain

My happyness, my sun

You're black and white

You're wrong and right

You're all I need to stay alive

You'd be the ruin of me

But you'd also be

The only one who could safe me

You're black and white

You're wrong and right

You're all I need to stay alive

STOP IT

Silent pain, hidden tears

I got tired of waiting for you to come along

Of staring at the phone's screen

Of faking smiles for you not to see me break down

I got tired of pretending

Tired of changing

All that I am for you

I am perfect in my imperfections

They say everyone's gonna hurt you

But you're not worth the pain

I dance in the storm

I scream in silence

I had to try it

Now I see I've wasted my time

Trying to make you mine