I don't know how the heck I'm not crying or cutting. I'm broken. All I did when I went to my room, expecting to burst in tears, was log on to youtube, get my headphones and start playing Blink-182. This way I got distracted and sneaked out of my house to a beautiful place full of music and... Tom DeLonge shirtless. Ha, that must've sound so creepy.
Now I'm scared to turn the music off because I know what will happen, so I won't.
