Hai, love

Finally, he's made a choice. He's chosen, me.

It could't be better. 

Well, wait. Yes it could. 

She could be over it. I really hope she forgets this soon.

Well, no. She won't forget it. But I hope she doesn't see herself affected too much by it. 

And I hope he doesn't break my heart after shattering hers. 

I've put my whole trust in this. I really hope it turns out right. 

I've totally opened up. 

I hope he doesn't throw it all away. 

About my other he, he'll be fine, I guess. I'm not that great. He'll find someone else. 

But he, Elmo, he's incredible, inimitable. I understand her to not feel right. 

I myself have felt that way over him a dozen times, because of her. Although this fact doesn't make me feel better. I really hope she's okay.

But I love him too much to let go.

I'm sorry.