Self embodiment.

I'd like to dye my hair red or turn into a redhead, pierce my nose and my ears, get a tattoo which says; 

Fight off your demons

and the tattoo at the picture below. Why? I'm a very expressive person. I like to express myself, I like to be myself, and so I think all those changes will turn my outer image into the embodiment of my own personality. Yes, I like to think I'm a deep person. Everything I do has a reason to be done, everything has a meaning, a secret purpose. Well, almost everything. This makes me wonder, what's the purpose of me cutting myself? Why do I do it? Why can't I stop? When the self-harming and the anorexia problems are over, I will get tattooed the quote above. Or maybe before, so that I can look at my tattoo and remember I have to stay strong. Who knows.